Free Style Poem

Can I be who I want? Sure reaching for the stars in my own way and my fixed frame of thought. Beautiful is what I am… writing with pain but loving at the same time with a character that has seen shaped in a pretty damn good way.

It’s all about the hustle baby.

I got and have my way… I see it clearly and the steady violent flow of tempting water is crashing down waiting for me to join with it! Or, is that waterfall a representation of me? Yes, of course it is, of course it has to be.

Pain gets me closer to comfort and I don’t have to suffer for I am a gifted artist!

I fly when I want and I make colour from light or dark shades because I “can” and nobody can tell me different really, for I make and choose my own reality.

Sayin what needs to be said now move on… I freeze from time to time thinkin my action/s were wrong…

Fantasise about that pretty girl I’ve seen all year… in my dreams are where creative worlds appear clear…

It’s the norm for a creative to feel so mixed up, hard to understand at times fore they even think they’re fucked…

When I’m fulfilled everything moves smoothly calm as the innovative flow… it, just hurts like fuck when your actions get slowed down which can kill the flow

Lemme get back on track so I can have that… I, just like makin dreams a reality so… I can’t sleep on fact…

What a year

For the past 2 years I would always ask myself the same question winding down to the end of the year…

“what did you learn? What was the theme”

What was it I learned or what was it I took notice of this year?

Balance

Not too much here, and not too much there but making sure things can give, take and pass themselves off to one another if things need to be, um… “leveled out”

I started posting here in the summer of 2013 and since that time there have been plenty of things that have taken on a whole new meaning for me and other things that have balanced out for me so because of that I’ve gained a whole new perspective on a couple of things I guess you can say.

At one point I figured I had to spend A LOT of time over here and not a lot over there (doing something else) but NO! mix shit up and do what makes you happy! In the end we all know where our passions for the moment lay and the ones that feel it a bit more are those who pay good attention to what their body and intuition is telling them…

… I, guess this is my way of saying I’m about to look at some porno right now…

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Bye.

And I act…

I act as if I never used to post here like a mad ass, which I will hopefully get back into the habit of doing…

I like to post but I also think it’s important to practice what it is you preach! Words and inspiration is great and all but means little to nothing if you can’t really translate what you’re saying into the actual living world…

Yes, of course my name is “Drew” y’all already know dat! *pops collar(*

 

Just a thought/s

Hello…

My name is Drew and I have been inside too much and not really dealing with my demons…

There’s so much that I have been doing, I stopped though since I sprained my left knee and some of that soreness carried over to the right since I over used the good knee (the right) for what the left could not do any more.

It’s been a fuckin ride man, there’s so much to say then I freeze up being packed with so many thoughts…

I love to blog and express myself but haven’t been doing none of this for a while… maybe because I’d like to have the perfect post. But really what is perfect?

When I confront myself and my feeling it’s very intense for me and/but you know what? I LOVE it!

I’m sure I touched on the fact I am or would like to work on a book, well, the first of many but never put much of this into action till recently!

With that being said my soon to be books have been pretty much writing themselves all my life lmao!

Life hurts, emotions hurt, feelings hurt and my dreams and goals are over on the other side waiting for me so it’s actually in my best interest to FIX UP!

I met a couple of interesting people on word press… “thanks for the support”. I… love and hate the net because it can be as good to you as you make it, or as evil as you let it dictate to you what’s worth investing your time into.

This is a freestyle post with no actual goal in place, but you know what? Isn’t that the way most people should be writing anyhow? Why not?

In closing I would like to say and would like to remind everyone as well as myself that our dreams are who we are and instead of fuckin dreaming wasting away the days and nights? We should really put out best foot forward live out our dreams to the best of our abilities and just DO THE FUCKIN’ DO!

Dream/Execute/Do/Live then, inspire!

I apologize to myself and my friends for being away from them and for me not pushing myself as much this past month and a half. I have been doing a hell of a lot! But I know I can do better because I am better…

Reinforce your positivity and good side and not the negative… it’s in your best interest…

Drew

 

The funniest things can…

Motivate or inspire us!

I admit I have been feeling down and out for the past couple of weeks, but “still” I kept pushing and putting myself out there. I do this because who’s really going to do it for me when it comes down to the wire?

I also think a part of being in control and holding your own “is” in fact holding your own situation down.

I mean “sure” everyone gets down, sad and even depressed from time to time right? I’m sure none of us feel as confident as we would like to feel at times too. I guess this is where that thing called “character” comes into play. Sometimes being at the bottom, or feeling like you are down at the bottom can be a blessing in disguise. You learn how to cope and distribute your emotions in such a way that you can handle feeling those emotions all while still going on functioning through life I guess you can say.

The more someone has been kicked and bruised also makes them know how to be tough. Tough enough to withstand some of the harshness life can throw at them.

Spoiled people (lolll) or people who haven’t gone through their fair share of troubles aren’t fully equipped for the real world. The less they experience the less they can endure. So the next time you see someone that’s oh so privileged getting everything they want just remember they aren’t getting the needed tools or life skills it takes in order to deal…

Also try to remember that by keeping yourself very busy with your own goals within your own personal life should be enough to keep you from worrying about what the fuck others might be doing.

Others you otherwise need not focus your attention on.

It’s important to pat ourselves on the back for our victories as well, so… get busy with your positive change!

Drew

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