Hi :)

_DSC0227It has been such a longtime since I last posted here… and for good reason!

I have grown, I have been working on other things and believe it or not I’ve been master mining another blog!

Well, in my head, but that’s where all great things take place before we full on implement them true?

I also killed off my http://www.dsupmedia.com domain since I no longer need it, plus it has more than served its purpose for me over the last few years.

And as far as the fate of this full on WordPress blog? I shall keep it, but only to redirect people to the new blog I will hopefully have up and running in the near future. (hopefully)

While “growing” I did look at my blog posts from time to time and that in its self proved to me just how much I grew because I was on some other shit back then! Hahaha :p

And if you think I’m talking about anything that has to do with maturity you’ll be terribly disappointed…

If anything I’ve just simply morphed into something and someone who is more destroyed/entertaining…

In all seriousness I’m glad I took a long as break, and now I am ready to come back into this blogging thing… but expressing ourselves is/should be a lifelong mission of ours…

Sometimes in order for us to become a new and improved version of ourselves we have to destroy some of our past and/or come to the realisation that whatever we did is now done!

Bigger and “better!” Things are usually what follows after a long period of growth, so that needs to be celebrated. 🙂

Free Style Poem

Can I be who I want? Sure reaching for the stars in my own way and my fixed frame of thought. Beautiful is what I am… writing with pain but loving at the same time with a character that has seen shaped in a pretty damn good way.

It’s all about the hustle baby.

I got and have my way… I see it clearly and the steady violent flow of tempting water is crashing down waiting for me to join with it! Or, is that waterfall a representation of me? Yes, of course it is, of course it has to be.

Pain gets me closer to comfort and I don’t have to suffer for I am a gifted artist!

I fly when I want and I make colour from light or dark shades because I “can” and nobody can tell me different really, for I make and choose my own reality.

Sayin what needs to be said now move on… I freeze from time to time thinkin my action/s were wrong…

Fantasise about that pretty girl I’ve seen all year… in my dreams are where creative worlds appear clear…

It’s the norm for a creative to feel so mixed up, hard to understand at times fore they even think they’re fucked…

When I’m fulfilled everything moves smoothly calm as the innovative flow… it, just hurts like fuck when your actions get slowed down which can kill the flow

Lemme get back on track so I can have that… I, just like makin dreams a reality so… I can’t sleep on fact…

What a year

For the past 2 years I would always ask myself the same question winding down to the end of the year…

“what did you learn? What was the theme”

What was it I learned or what was it I took notice of this year?

Balance

Not too much here, and not too much there but making sure things can give, take and pass themselves off to one another if things need to be, um… “leveled out”

I started posting here in the summer of 2013 and since that time there have been plenty of things that have taken on a whole new meaning for me and other things that have balanced out for me so because of that I’ve gained a whole new perspective on a couple of things I guess you can say.

At one point I figured I had to spend A LOT of time over here and not a lot over there (doing something else) but NO! mix shit up and do what makes you happy! In the end we all know where our passions for the moment lay and the ones that feel it a bit more are those who pay good attention to what their body and intuition is telling them…

… I, guess this is my way of saying I’m about to look at some porno right now…

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Bye.

And I act…

I act as if I never used to post here like a mad ass, which I will hopefully get back into the habit of doing…

I like to post but I also think it’s important to practice what it is you preach! Words and inspiration is great and all but means little to nothing if you can’t really translate what you’re saying into the actual living world…

Yes, of course my name is “Drew” y’all already know dat! *pops collar(*

 

Just a thought/s

Hello…

My name is Drew and I have been inside too much and not really dealing with my demons…

There’s so much that I have been doing, I stopped though since I sprained my left knee and some of that soreness carried over to the right since I over used the good knee (the right) for what the left could not do any more.

It’s been a fuckin ride man, there’s so much to say then I freeze up being packed with so many thoughts…

I love to blog and express myself but haven’t been doing none of this for a while… maybe because I’d like to have the perfect post. But really what is perfect?

When I confront myself and my feeling it’s very intense for me and/but you know what? I LOVE it!

I’m sure I touched on the fact I am or would like to work on a book, well, the first of many but never put much of this into action till recently!

With that being said my soon to be books have been pretty much writing themselves all my life lmao!

Life hurts, emotions hurt, feelings hurt and my dreams and goals are over on the other side waiting for me so it’s actually in my best interest to FIX UP!

I met a couple of interesting people on word press… “thanks for the support”. I… love and hate the net because it can be as good to you as you make it, or as evil as you let it dictate to you what’s worth investing your time into.

This is a freestyle post with no actual goal in place, but you know what? Isn’t that the way most people should be writing anyhow? Why not?

In closing I would like to say and would like to remind everyone as well as myself that our dreams are who we are and instead of fuckin dreaming wasting away the days and nights? We should really put out best foot forward live out our dreams to the best of our abilities and just DO THE FUCKIN’ DO!

Dream/Execute/Do/Live then, inspire!

I apologize to myself and my friends for being away from them and for me not pushing myself as much this past month and a half. I have been doing a hell of a lot! But I know I can do better because I am better…

Reinforce your positivity and good side and not the negative… it’s in your best interest…

Drew